mid-year resolution

I have been grumbling about others this past week. I thought I should grumble about myself. I have been so bad with calling friends back. People who make the effort to stay in touch, say hello and I don't reciprocate (if it happens that they leave a message). I have become lazy. I think part of it is due to my feelings about my unemployment status. That dreaded but innocent concerned question, "so what are you doing?", or "how are you keeping busy?" I guess subconsciously kept me from calling people. I need to change that. Yesterday, I spent calling friends. I was on the phone all day! okay.. I took breaks for lunch and then a movie, and reading a few chapters in two books am reading... ok you get the point.

Today, I have to catch up with a few more. I don't know why I didn't do this earlier. It's sad that I let my stupid insecurities cloud me like this. sigh...